I think this might be a good way to process some emotions, whatever they may be. im not a psychologist or anything close to one, but i think this a good thing.

Two of my favorite Cody memories:
1) My first memory of Cody was back in February-ish of 2007. There had been a score reset recently, and a lot of players were sprinting out of the blocks trying to be the first to hit 1600, 1700, 1800 elo. One magical night (when I happened to be visiting my inlaws), the three top elo-ers all were online at the same time. We wanted to play each other to see who would jump clear ahead of the other two. There weren't any other really high elo-ers around, so we sat with lower players, and went 1v1v1 against each other. It was Cody, tzisc, and me. tzisc destroyed both Cody and me, so we were sort of upset, but congratulated him. Then he destroyed us both again, and that was the end of the night. We were both pretty sore until Cody said, well, at least I didn't suck as bad as you did. Then we both chuckled.

2) Whenever I would take a few months off from playing kdice, I would always keep up with the forums. One day I was amused to find a Cody post calling out some player I had never heard of: Dalton. I've never been quite sure what Dalton did to Cody (maybe someone can fill us in?), but whatever it was set Cody off more than I have ever seen him go off. The jist of the forum post was that if you were a friend of Cody, then you could trust him that this Dalton fellow was the devil himself, and everyone should PGE him because apparently Dalton scoffed when Cody warned him that he would call down holy hell on Dalton's kdice experience. So, the thread quickly jumped to 50 posts long or so, with hoardes of Cody's friends shouting 'Crusade, crusade!'. Less than two days later, Cody posted again and told everyone to lay off, that Dalton had learned his lesson, and now he and Dalton were friends. So everyone laid off.