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Hanging up the Gloves
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JDizzle787 wrote
at 10:18 PM, Saturday December 29, 2007 EST
It's almost a new year, and I've sorta done a lot as far as kdice goes. But what I want to know is, was it worth it? I know that I should never ask for recognition or what people think of me if I want it to be genuine, but I've been wondering.
I've said a lot on the forums, and put a lot of thought into kdice and spent (too) much time here, and it's been a part of my life. I really long to have a huge score but I never get high enough to be satisfied with my score. I created a new account to focus more on playing in order to achieve that, and I'm going to stop my social commenting. But I really want to know, after having been mostly active in the game for about a year, was it worth it? It wasn't worth the time as far as score goes, but I do know it was worth it a little since I "met" new people and "spent" time playing my brother who lives 3000 miles away, yet I want to know if I've become an integral part of kdice. I probably would be in a better college if it weren't for this, and I've procrastinated enough while on kdice. So, was the time worth it? Or am I just a kid wasting his time mismanaging and taking a silly thing too seriously? |
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Eikantas wrote
at 1:11 AM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST "yet I want to know if I've become an integral part of kdice. "
Another pathethic victim of Kdice "social network".... |
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Grunvagr wrote
at 1:35 AM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST Sometimes the silly things are truly the important ones. Sometimes they are not.
It's silly for a person to play football and not go study... then that person goes on to make millions and gets superbowl rings. It's silly for someone else to play football, they go to college then dont get drafted pro and end up being an electrician. "Don't take life too seriously. You'll never get out alive." The kdice community is like any other. It is a community. Choose to stick around or take off, it's your call. |
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Eikantas wrote
at 1:42 AM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST If you don't have your own strong individuality, what is left? To be "part of the community". To belong. Well, realy it's not so shamefull thing. But ask "the community" memebers widely confirm your existence is weak thing. Strong person doesn't need approval of others.
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sunvic wrote
at 3:14 PM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST "Bump" - JDizzle787, 2007
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gagaga wrote
at 4:28 PM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST hey, it's just a game.. don't focus your whole life on this and wonder you are loosing scial network in reality.
Here is what I think: the dice god hates you all. And me, too. For wasting time ;-) |
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MuffinTop wrote
at 10:45 PM, Sunday December 30, 2007 EST I think ultimately it is up to you to decide. What do you think an integral part of the community looks like and have you filled those boots?
For me, an integral part of a community would be someone who asks the tough questions, enjoys the discussion that unfolds and champions change where needed. In my definition, you have made an impact. |
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kdicefreak wrote
at 7:17 AM, Monday December 31, 2007 EST playing with your brother? are you two PGA?
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ChickenPox wrote
at 8:47 AM, Monday December 31, 2007 EST kdicefreak....
I PGA'd your mum. happy new year. |
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JDizzle787 wrote
at 10:25 AM, Monday December 31, 2007 EST Yeah, I'm kinda aware it's "weak" to ask you guys if it was worth it.
I'm just putting things in perspective. Yes, I'm going to stick around. I just have a problem gaging my effect on others and continuing without worrying about it. So, yeah I guess I'll still be me, but I'm not happy with what I've become. So, with the new year, I'll be "refining" my image here without straying from who I am, and I'll spend less time doing so So, let this thread drop like the New Years Ball for 2008! |
