Sigh. Tsk,tsk,tsk. It's amusing to see You tube videos about kdice. I really have no business commenting on much of this, but I have a reason to speak.

First of all, this "cabal" on kdice. I'm not surprised, in fact, anyone whose played at least five high ELO games knows something is funky.

This is a very social game, and these "elites"m of the kdice community have mastered that as well. Really, they see the same faces EVERY TIME they play. They're gonna get friendly.

And agreeing/disagreeing with aixo, a good kdice friend he has been, yes, friends on kdice mean that you're going to worry about a couple less people, if you're playing with them. If you disagree, try playing kdice AGAINST a sibling. Hard, since you kinda feel no reason to attack (said that a million times, now to get back on track).

But I disagree in that, I have only ever really played with one friend as being the player I get to "lean on", and not attack, or such, because of the relationship. But, If this cabal deal is true, and this video thing(I get to that too) as well, then that's just ridiculous.

It's doesn't just sound like cheating. It is. it is so much it isn't at the same time :) What's the point of having an account on a game site if all you do is "cheat" or whatever you do, just to get to the top?

I may be over reacting again, and so I'll check myself. But, really, the idea is just a waste of time, and, in the end, the only use of this game is for a chat room, IF this is the way you want to play.

But, sadly, it's inevitable. the only way to stop it is if we nixed the chat box, but that will never happen. It also frustrates me a little, because I've struggled against luck, bad players, and not caring to try to get back up to the 20000's, only to see this "come to light". But, I knew. The oldest comment on my profile says it all.

On the final note, I'm leaving. It's been an awesome time here, and I've had an awful lot of fun. I've made a name for myself, and I have memories of this I wouldn't be able to find anywhere else.

I've met people, who sound really cool, and they've been nice to me as well. Pretty much anyone I've played more than one game with. I give thanks to all those who I have shared a good laugh or two with,(anyone, pretty much 93.6849683% of the people I've played games with, so you don't feel left out) and those who have liked my essay like posts on the forum (especially aixo, though. I've never been compared to Michael Moore).

Also, I'm going to apologize for being an asshole. I may not come off as one immediately, but, I get pissed off when someone doesn't play how I want them too, or they just suck and they get in my way. But, if I'm on anyone's shit list, I repent.

Also, I hope some of my ideas get through (still pushing for a tournament!) Sometimes I have personally felt like I owned the place, but thats because I want to show something for playing kdice for several months.

Alas, I'm leaving, to regain a sense of competence and organization, I'm "leaving". I have loved kdice for a long time, but, a religious way of playing has gotten in the way of a "normal" life, so, I believe for now, until I am settled down, and have my game playing under control, I'm done. College (and Eagle Scout) Beckons!

P.S!!! I'm aware if I've gotten full of myself, and (hardly) no one will post, and this thread will drop faster than my self esteem will :)